4, December 1812
My Dearest Doctor,
I must make you promise that when we are finally as Man and Wife you will do a better job at keeping our correspondence!
Life here continues in a fit of do-nothingness, and short of making a few scant decisions, planning for the wedding has come to a halt. I try not to count down the days until next October, but I know you know me well enough to suspect my failure in doing so. Mr. Hegwood has suffered very little since winter has begun, thankfully, but on the coldest days he finds himself slower to rise in the mornings and should he sit for long periods with little animation he grows too stiff and requires assistance getting out of his chair and must move about until he is more comfortable. It has been very mild here, and I do hope for some snow soon. Last year, as you well know, since our winter was quite warm there was an excess of insects come spring time that was almost unbearable and caused the crops no small amount of distress.
Mrs. Hegwood, you can well believe, has spent all of her time busying herself with preparations for the wedding that I must go behind and undo for I do not agree with them, and changing her mind from delight to perturbation that I had not chosen a better candidate (she had two or three in mind ahead of you, but do not take it to heart). I love the creature with all my heart and has replaced the position of my mother with great alacrity and skill, but her tastes are old-fashioned and differ from mine entirely, and we shall agree on nothing.
It has rained all day here, causing us all to be low in spirits and heavy in our activities; or as it has been oft today lack thereof. I so wish to venture out for a walk and escape Mrs. Hegwood’s tiring employment of making unsolicited decisions on my behalf. You must not think me ungrateful for her help, for I certainly am not, I am only tired and made shortish of temper in my missing your company very dearly.
Lt. Ramsey informs me in his last letter that the Acasta has been somewhat successful these past few weeks. I do hope that this success continues and that as little casualties are to be had as possible, for it does make me low to hear of such miserable things in the newspapers, and I live in dread of finding the names of any of our acquaintance among them, or worse yet your name. The dear Captain must be a truly formidable leader, though, and I trust in him as much as I can.
As I have nothing else of any interest to tell you, our goings-on are hardly worth writing, I shall leave off with Mr. and Mrs. Hegwood giving all their love and wishes for a hasty return of yourself, and I send even more of mine to you. Do remember to write me; and my love to all of our friends aboard the Acasta.
With all my love and affection, I remain to you, ever your beloved;